friskin

You are Bastian! Usually you find yourself alone,
but when people pay you attention, watch out!
You can go from loner to control freak very
quickly. Maybe what you really need is love.


What NeverEnding Story character are you?

To be known as an epithet, or nothing at all.

I'm pretty sure I found a reference to myself ("some random girl...") in this guy's online diary. In reference to last night's behavior (after Mexican birthday, Jason Andreson, Voodoo, WC and before bed time).

Ha ha ha ha. Little does he know! It won't happen again any time soon, so don't you worry. From now on, I'm going to tie myself down (since apparently no one else can be bothered to do it for me) and stop thinking and get some work done!

Speaking of being tied down, I had the most fucked up dream this afternoon during my nap. I think it has something to do with thinking about joining a sorority and choosing a major and all that. There was a girl I know from phys plant and we were fighting, both mentally and physically. I don't remember a lot of what happened because I was dumb and didn't write it down right away, but I know that toward the end I took someone's shoelaces and tied her hands and then her feet. For some reason she gave in and willingly let me do this. She was laughing as I climbed on top of her. Girls standing around watching were laughing too. The whole "game" seemed to reset and we got up and weren't fighting anymore. Everyone was suddenly kind to me. I felt like I won, but then a new character came in, dark and menacing and totally hot in that really sinister Phantom kind of way, and when he spoke it was music, but the music was so harsh. He came close and told me that I am, in fact, joining them.

My alarm woke me up mid-phrase, and all I wanted to do was to go back there and hear the rest of what he had to say and to let him keep me there. I guess I was kind of in a weird mood.

Speaking of majors, I declared with the Education department today. I'm not unceratin or insecure, so why does this make me feel like banging my head against the wall? Have I made the wrong decision? Steve pointed out to me that I talked about doublemajoringplusaminor and droppingoutofcollegealltogether in the same conversation, within a five minute interval. So I guess that's where I'm at.

How ever it all turns out, I'm sure it will be okay.