Friday, February 04, 2005
Yes.
If I wanted to annoy Andrew, I would leave it at that. I would also leave it at that if I wanted to be responsible and do my homework and go to sleep. Luckily, I'm still little old irrational me. This still won't make sense.
That having been said, things are going very well. I guess I'm at the peak of this god damned roller-coaster I am destined to ride for the rest of my life. I'll probably be back down soon enough and up again before we know it.
THAT having been said, here is an abbreviated list of things that were good about today: (Taking my ed psych quiz in my underwear.) (Small class.) (A [late-morning] with Uncle Tanous.) (Prospie lunch.) (Being called "sir" by Scott Espeseth.) (Andy Pierre threatening to "pommel" Scott Espeseth.) (Gormenghast.)
On my way back to my room this afternoon, I walked past a man I had never seen before. I guess I smiled at him. He said, "You look happy."
It struck me; I had to think about it for a moment. The only reply I could come up with was, "I am happy." Funny how I didn't notice it until someone pointed it out? I think I was mostly smiling because I could hear church bells and they sounded beautiful and everything was bright and new feeling. In general, it is easy for me to be critical. For now, I'm happy to be here.
Baby, I wished for you.
<3 B.
P.S. GO BUCS!!!!!!!!!!! WOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! --> Most exciting time of my life!
P.P.S. (Okay, so there's someone I want to be close to. Close? Closed? Clothes? I'm a maze-d.)
If I wanted to annoy Andrew, I would leave it at that. I would also leave it at that if I wanted to be responsible and do my homework and go to sleep. Luckily, I'm still little old irrational me. This still won't make sense.
That having been said, things are going very well. I guess I'm at the peak of this god damned roller-coaster I am destined to ride for the rest of my life. I'll probably be back down soon enough and up again before we know it.
THAT having been said, here is an abbreviated list of things that were good about today: (Taking my ed psych quiz in my underwear.) (Small class.) (A [late-morning] with Uncle Tanous.) (Prospie lunch.) (Being called "sir" by Scott Espeseth.) (Andy Pierre threatening to "pommel" Scott Espeseth.) (Gormenghast.)
On my way back to my room this afternoon, I walked past a man I had never seen before. I guess I smiled at him. He said, "You look happy."
It struck me; I had to think about it for a moment. The only reply I could come up with was, "I am happy." Funny how I didn't notice it until someone pointed it out? I think I was mostly smiling because I could hear church bells and they sounded beautiful and everything was bright and new feeling. In general, it is easy for me to be critical. For now, I'm happy to be here.
Baby, I wished for you.
<3 B.
P.S. GO BUCS!!!!!!!!!!! WOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! --> Most exciting time of my life!
P.P.S. (Okay, so there's someone I want to be close to. Close? Closed? Clothes? I'm a maze-d.)
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