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Pay no attention to the following: Tainted by association. Cowboy in a jar. The stockboy; if you've seen him, you'll know who I mean. Tattoo (?): Dinner w/ Tom 4:00 Kubrick Sat. I've been making plans. "Came to me in my sleep, and told me everything." The woman with white, white lace and red, frowny, clowny lipstick. Behind the counter, seven cents short. To the store to buy cigarettes(?). The exercise will be good. The fresh air will be good while it lasts. I'll come back and find two lovebirds in my nest, unexpected even in retrospect. Life's cruelest ironies. The strings on my fingers tell me that I've been missing something, and this man told me again and again, "What a face, what a face."

Mother, don't ask me what is right for your children. If you only knew the thoughts that run through my head...