Sunday, September 26, 2004
"So, you just want to drop me?"
Yeah.
I called B tonight. It couldn't wait. Not even that it's been building up, because it hasn't. For some reason, though, I told him that he doesn't care about me anymore and that I don't care that he doesn't care.
Fallacy and straight up lie.
Today was the most disconnected I've felt since I got here. I'm still unable to do anything, but at least I'm not harboring secret hatred toward this man who doesn't deserve it. I wish my friends would write or call because I miss them a lot and it's breaking my heart. Fuckers.
Yeah.
I called B tonight. It couldn't wait. Not even that it's been building up, because it hasn't. For some reason, though, I told him that he doesn't care about me anymore and that I don't care that he doesn't care.
Fallacy and straight up lie.
Today was the most disconnected I've felt since I got here. I'm still unable to do anything, but at least I'm not harboring secret hatred toward this man who doesn't deserve it. I wish my friends would write or call because I miss them a lot and it's breaking my heart. Fuckers.
3 Comments:
Woah! A comment!
Who are you?
By 
B, at
September 27, 2004 at 9:14 AM
Like what you see, eh? He he.
By B, at
September 27, 2004 at 11:04 AM
i'm not sure if we are friends or not, but at some point i think we might have been. hey! don't be sad. there is enough to be sad about in the world.
By 
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September 30, 2004 at 8:07 PM
