Thursday, July 22, 2004
"The thing that scares me the most is.... an angry middle-aged woman."
I just heaved a sigh of relief and dread and guilt and heartache and total exhaustion.
"Couldn't you just call him and tell him that I died?"
Well, I'm not going to take the easy way out. I didn't and I don't hope to ever again. Maybe I took and easier way out, but I was completely honest and there's not a whole lot more I could do. I'm disappointed that I couldn't follow through, but I am so glad I didn't let it go any longer. Tally it up on my list of failures.
This is going to be a monsterous weekend. A good follow-up to this monsterous week.
De-froing, lunch with the family, movie night, New York State Museum with Mike Twin, and then the ultimatest party with this dork.
Why am I listening to twangy country alt-pop?
I just heaved a sigh of relief and dread and guilt and heartache and total exhaustion.
"Couldn't you just call him and tell him that I died?"
Well, I'm not going to take the easy way out. I didn't and I don't hope to ever again. Maybe I took and easier way out, but I was completely honest and there's not a whole lot more I could do. I'm disappointed that I couldn't follow through, but I am so glad I didn't let it go any longer. Tally it up on my list of failures.
This is going to be a monsterous weekend. A good follow-up to this monsterous week.
De-froing, lunch with the family, movie night, New York State Museum with Mike Twin, and then the ultimatest party with this dork.
Why am I listening to twangy country alt-pop?