Monday, April 07, 2003
Ugh.... Stupid thing #6002485374: I went through all this trouble to get my recommendation from Bruce after the peer leadership meeting (actually not a lot of trouble, but I had to go all the way down to the guidance department.) Then, I went outside and my dad wasn't there so I went back in to use the phone (turns out he was too busy playing a computer game to remember about me!) and then went back out... Well, much to my despair, I realized as we were half way home that I left my reccomendation, in a nice little envelope with my name on it, on some random secretary's desky for her to find first thing tomorrow morning.
Sigh. Okay, I'll just.... throw away what's left of my pride and go in there and admit my mistake, right? Nothing to be embarassed about, right? Then why am I filled with so much dread? I'm tempted to just forget about the whole thing, but I definitely won't. I want this. Damn it.. That secretary should be thrilled and honored that I left something so special in her workspace!!!!!!!!
Maybe I'll get there reeeeally early before she does. I'm supposed to be at school at 7:30 anyway, and walking is good for me... So, I guess (if there even is school) I'll walk. Damn the snow to hell.
I wish I didn't make such a big freakin' deal about this stuff.
I just called Bruce and he said I can tell the lady that he left it there for me. I don't think I will, though. He won't always be there to save me so I'd better get used to it.
WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME??? PEOPLE ARE DYING AND I'M WORRIED ABOUT LOOKING LIKE A DORK!! Ugh... I refuse to feel bad about this any more.
Ha! I win!
Sigh. Okay, I'll just.... throw away what's left of my pride and go in there and admit my mistake, right? Nothing to be embarassed about, right? Then why am I filled with so much dread? I'm tempted to just forget about the whole thing, but I definitely won't. I want this. Damn it.. That secretary should be thrilled and honored that I left something so special in her workspace!!!!!!!!
Maybe I'll get there reeeeally early before she does. I'm supposed to be at school at 7:30 anyway, and walking is good for me... So, I guess (if there even is school) I'll walk. Damn the snow to hell.
I wish I didn't make such a big freakin' deal about this stuff.
I just called Bruce and he said I can tell the lady that he left it there for me. I don't think I will, though. He won't always be there to save me so I'd better get used to it.
WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME??? PEOPLE ARE DYING AND I'M WORRIED ABOUT LOOKING LIKE A DORK!! Ugh... I refuse to feel bad about this any more.
Ha! I win!
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